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February 15th, 2006

11:17 pm - Hurt... Have you ever feel hurt till you feel that there is something sharp had pierced in your heart? Well, I did. It's not the first time....I had felt that a couple of years ago. I know I'm a disappointing and troublemaker. When I really find it's a struggle to do something. I won't do it because I really felt uncomfortable doing it. But when i saw the person's expression, deep in my heart i hate myself for not being able to do what she wanted me to do. A lot of thoughts came into my mind...horrible actions which i almost wanted executed. But i know it will end up hurting more people. So i decided to cool down and telling myself not to execute them. But deep in my heart, I’m hurt. Eventually, I decided to find a way to be less disappointing to her but ....I broke down and felt the pain in the heart while on my way back home. Sometimes I really wonder why must there be hurt? Current Mood: tired Current Music: Hillsongs - Just Let Me Say

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February 3rd, 2006

11:56 pm - Sobz Sobz...Sad day Today suppose to play badminton with Gwen and Jason aka Gonggong at 10am. Guess what?! I woke up at 10am. Ha ha ha…so end up can’t play with them because I got a tutorial discussion meeting at 12pm. One of the reasons why I woke up late because the night before I had a bad nightmare which caused me to end up woke up in the middle of the night feeling very sad. The nightmare can make me break in tears if I choose to recall. It involved 2 people whom I treasured a lot in friendship and my doggie. I had dreamt that all of them left me physically in the world at the same time….blah blah blah…I still remembered the whole scenario but just don’t feel like blogging them here. Today went back to school to have tutorial discussion and do some work. On my way back home, I pondered through a lot of things about myself and it came into a conclusion that I am very angry and frustrated with myself. I’m angry with myself for having to react differently in different environments. In one environment, I can behave very quiet. While in another, I can behave very noisy. Do I have spilt personality? It has been a problem to me since secondary school. I had tried to change but somehow it doesn’t seem to work. That's why I am very frustrated with myself. Those people who mixed with me in the environment where I am quiet will definitely be shocked if they had seen the noisy me in other environment and maybe wonder if it is because they are reason to why I end up being quiet with mixing with them. I hereby affirmed that the problem lies with me. I’m sorry if I had caused any misunderstanding. I’m upset with myself…why why why? Current Mood: sad

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February 2nd, 2006

11:15 pm - Open House In Ngee Ann Polytechnic Wow...Haven’t been updating since my birthday! Today is the first day of Ngee Ann Open House. Since I had 3 hours break today, I’ve decided to make a trip down back to ICT to visit lecturers and director. My friend who had recently went back to catch up with lecturers told me that my school director and ICT director have been asking about me. Hehz…It’s been 6 months since I had gone back to ICT to catch up with school director and lecturers. I had a good time catching up with them. Too bad that I got stats lecture at 6pm. If not, I can spend more time with them. I can’t imagine that I can be in close contact with my school director and lecturers. Since young, I find that principals or directors are very fierce and I don’t want to be in contact with them. But my school director, Ms Angela Wee, is the first person which makes me felt like I am talking to a mentor than a director of School of ICT. As I walked back to the ICT block, memories of the good times and bad times came back to me. I had extreme good times and extreme bad times in my 3 years studies in Ngee Ann. The best memories are the times where the e-Garage committee members have to stay up very late in school to rush in the planning of large scale events such as Microsoft Day, Open House and etc. I had enjoyed a lot during the time of planning. Our committee had a very close bonding as we go through meetings and meetings to finalize the flow of the events. It was through e-Garage of mine that I had found my enjoyment and passion in planning for events. Besides that, I had also got to know a lot of lecturers and director because we need to work closely with them. I missed poly life… The executive committees of e-Garage, executive committees of Special Interest Groups under e-Garage, lecturers and director! The exco are all dominated by guys... ha ha ha...only 2 gals which are me and Sharon

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November 27th, 2005

01:02 am - Long break from Updating my Journal......Happy Birthday My Little Journal! It’s been a super duper long time since I last updated my journal wor! Let me updated about my Brisbane trip which took place a couple of months ago. Ha ha ha…. I went to Brisbane with Kui on 16 July to 23 July to look for Yuli. We took the 9.20pm flight to Brisbane. We took Qantas flight. We had our dinner at around 11.30pm. Then in the middle of the night at around 3am, we were served with our breakfast! 3 AM!!! Ha ha … First time had my breakfast super duper early! Reached Brisbane at 6.45am in Brisbane time which is 4.45am in Singapore Time. Had a bit of jet lag. Both me and Kui went out of the airport to see how cold is the weather because it was winter at that time. Well…it’s freaking cold!!! The wind is very cold…shivering. End up we hid in the airport to wait for yuli to fetch us. That's Kui, Me and Yuli In the afternoon, we went to Chinatown to have lunch and shopped. In the evening, we went to city for dinner and went into a casino to see! During the trip, we went to Gold Coast for a couple of days. We went to stay at a resort around surfer paradise. We went to Warner Bros Movie World. Movie World! Guess what? I attempted one super scary ride which is known as lethal weapon. Initially, I didn’t want to ride at all because it is very scary. But was dragged by yuli and kui. I remembered at one point of the ride, I wanted to scream but just no voice came out from me. We attempted once on the lethal weapon, twice on the scoopy-doo spooky ride and once on the kids roller coaster. Lethal Weapon Ride...Scary Right? That's Me and Yuli in the second last row...Kui sitting in the last row! Yuli, Kui, Me and Yuli's mum We went to Lone Pine Koala Sanctuary to see koala and kangaroo. I got to hug a koala...so cute and adorable... Me hugging a Koala...so cute! Kui and Me trying to feed the kangaroo! We went back to Brisbane on Thursday because the next day is yuli’s commencement day! I had a lot of fun in my 1 week trip in Brisbane. Bought a lot of chocolates...we also drank wine! It's cheap to get wine from australia! We had a lot of fun during dinner on the last night in brisbane. We ate fish&chip and drank white wine! Kui mentioned that the guy in the fish and chip resturant is cute. So Yuli's mum end up asking the guy to take photo with us. And we asked Kui to stand behind with him...so this is how the photo below came about with a special guest. ha ha ha.... Yuli, Mingzi, Siyee, Me sitting....Kui standing with her cute guy. Kui, Yuli, Mingzi, Siyee and Me with our red faces...haha...drank too much Planning for another trip again. Ha ha ha....Maybe Melbourne or Japan? Oh..1 more thing...Happy Birthday my Little Journal! Ha ha...3 years old already wor! Hee hee.... Current Mood: thankful Current Music: 枫 - 周杰伦

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July 16th, 2005

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April 28th, 2005

03:20 pm - Kido...Turtle.....Where all these nicks come from?!?!?! I was studying and taking a break..progress super slow...my poor tummy is super weak..didn't have the appetite to eat...sianz....suddenly..i was wondering where do my nicks come from?!?! I remembered in poly time, I gave myself a nickname called Kiddy Dolphin...then it was shorten to kidolphin by me again...then dennis started calling me kido...Talking abt Dennis...he is moving near to my house in 2 months time...yeahz..at least can find him to talk and pray when I am stress or ask him out for dinner together when alone at home. Woah ha ha ha..... So during my poly days, my nicks are Kiddy Dolphin, Kidolphin and Kido. Then I thought no more nick for me when I entered university because of 1 reason......university people are so serious..won't be so bo liao finding nicknames for people to call. But I am totally wrong....haha..I got a nick in university....Turtle...how I got that nick?!?! It is because of my T-shirt which has a turtle picture...I think that is how I got my nick. Before I forget...I still got 1 more nick...hahaha...but only 1 person can call me...and the person is my jiejie...woah ha ha ha...the nick is ....pigpig...woah ha ha ha..how it comes about .. i totally forgot already. But i also call her pigpig...woah ha ha ha.... Woah ha ha ha....so in summary...here is my nickname list... Kiddy Dolphin, Kidolphin, Kido, Turtle.... Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Savage Garden - The Animal Song

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April 26th, 2005

11:43 pm - Exams....Not again... Time flies so fast...now i'm having my exams. Tomorrow is Econs paper...spent 90% of my study week on this module. Sianz..this semester exam period is the most terrible period. 4 papers..but i've been giving myself a lot of stress. End up, got chest pain and etc...lose my appetite for food...haha..i don't mind if losing appetite can continue even after exams. Hehz...studying econs..starts to have phobia lehz..when can i really fully trust God in my future. Waiting for exams to over...then can start planning my trip to australia if it is successfully plan and my other buddy can make it. If not lehz...hmmm....anyone wanna to go australia? ehz...i wanna to take a break during this coming 3 months holiday. Hope to go australia because it is a place where i can relax. Staying in Singapore makes me feel super stress..how to relax...so resort to going australia to relax. I don't mind going back to perth. But coz my other buddy is in brisbane..so going over there to find her and have fun before she comes back to singapore. We graduated from the same poly different course...but she got her degree earlier than me. Haiz..i am still gonna to be stuck in NUS for 2 more years. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Savage Garden - I Knew I Love You

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April 10th, 2005

04:44 am - Still awake.....Intensive Mugging... 4.44am...I'm still awake. Doing intensive mugging...my battery life left 15%. Can't think well..thus going to post picture of my supper which i had at 3am... Now you see...yum yum... Now you don't....satisfied... Okie..kinda of lame and stupid... *bleahz* Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: City Harvest Church - Breathe

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February 24th, 2005

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February 11th, 2005

01:05 am Hmm…so fast…Chinese New Year is over! Sobz Sobz..not enough of rest! Anyway, here is a summary of what happen last week. 7 February 2005 Stayed at home to pack my room. After that, I went to Queensway shopping centre to get a birthday present for Gwen. A racket! Heh..guess this semester, we will be going to play badminton often to distress. Heh..heh..after that, I headed down to bugis to meet my aunt and shu jiejie for haircut. On the way to bugis junction, eeping called me. So coincidence that she was having meeting with the committee for the march event in Bugis’s MacDonald. She called me because they need my help for some presentation stuffs so I went to MacDonald to look for them before going for haircut. 8 February 2005 Eve of Chinese New Year NUS so “nice”….had a lecture from 2pm to 4pm. Because of that lecture, I had no choice but to give my reunion lunch with my grandma, uncles, aunts and my cousins amiss. Sobz Sobz…end up only reach home at around 5 plus to 6pm. I had steamboat reunion dinner with parents and brother in the evening. After that, I continued doing final clearing of my room before 12 midnight. After finished clearing, I went to do some coding before going to bed. 9 February 2005 Chinese New Year Day 1 I woke up at 10.30am. Had my breakfast + lunch = a piece of egg prata. Then in the afternoon, my relatives all came over to my house for lunch. We took family photo. Ha Ha…we had a lot of fun while taking family photos. My aunt, who was operating on the digicam, couldn’t join us for the photo shot because the time set for the timer was very short. After a while of testing, finally we managed to extend the timing for the timer. Haha…went for house visitation after that. 10 February 2005 Chinese New Year Day 2 It was day 2 of Chinese New Year. We went to my dad’s side for visitation. We had reunion lunch in my uncle’s place. We had a bit of catching up. After that, the whole family went to the hospital to visit my grandma. My dad’s grandma had a stroke 2 sundays ago. And she had been sleeping since the day she was admitted into the hospital. She could not hear us. I don’t know if it is right to say that she is in a coma. That was what my mum mention. My koo-ma said that my grandma is in a deep sleep. I felt upset upon seeing my grandma sleeping on the bed. All of us don’t know what is going to happen. I don’t know how my parents are taking it. Only have to pray for a miracle to happen. Hopefully, she will be awake soon. Current Mood: tired Current Music: The Corrs - So Young (Unplugged)

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February 3rd, 2005

11:59 pm - Flu Day...... What a long day…stayed in school after my tutorial to study. Today Thursday, 3 hours break. But a terrible break….I’m sick again. I had terrible flu this morning. It had caused me to feel terrible and drowsy! It’s the third time I’m sick since the beginning of 2005. Is my body really breaking down? I hate to fall sick, especially flu. But there is nothing that I can do. It’s been my sickness since I was young. Envy people who are able to breathe in oxygen with the 2 nostrils that God had given us. But me….only 1 nostril. Sobz Sobz..today I went to pass a book to Shuhui to ask her to pass to Zhenpeng. Then we chatted for a while. End up…I shared about my struggles…inferior problem….the regrets and disappointment…all is connected to my academic stuffs. I almost broke down while sharing. Felt terrible when I got home. End up, I broke down in tears again. Okie…coward!!! Still a coward kido……hopeless…. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Josh Groban - To Where You Are

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August 19th, 2004

11:40 pm - Graduation Day At Ngee Ann Polytechnic Today marked the day where I will be officially graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic. It was a glamorous day for me. I went to school early for briefing on the process of the graduation. Lead my peers in entering the convention auditorium. I am the last person to take my awards. As usual, I felt very nervous when I was standing on the stage and the master of ceremony reading my citation. Hee hee…after the ceremony end, David and I were brought to the VIP receptions to talk with the VIPs. Principal, Chairman, Director, VIPs and lecturers all came over to us to congrats us. Talking to the VIPs, taking photos with them. Of course, i can't miss taking photos with my friends and lecturers. I would like to sincerely thank all the lecturers in School of ICT who had taught me. Especially Mr Choo, Mr Keck and Mr Brendon Lam. So sad that teletubby (Brendon) could not attend this graduation. It was a tiring day for me but it was the most memorable day for me. I will never forget this day! Current Mood: happy Current Music: Josh Groban - To Where You Are

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August 9th, 2004

11:40 pm - National Day On National Day, I went out with Dawn to ride bicycle at East Coast Park. It's been a long time since I cycled. We went to rent a bike and cycled all the way from MacDonald to the Bedok Jetty. It so fun cycling. After cycling, we went to MacDonald to eat and talk before we went off to parkway to play pool. Jaime joined us for pool game and shopping at parkway parade. After that, we went to Dawn’s house to talk and fellowship. National Day marked my last day of my 3 months vacation. I enjoyed on this day of cycling to forget all the worries about my studies. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Josh Groban - Oceano

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